My digital dilemma

I am a gadget freak.
A music lover.
Crazy about movies.
Awesome photography charges me up.
So does great ads…

And yet to get used to reading e-books

Why am I saying all this?

Well I have almost three-four TB (Terrabytes) worth of data. Movies, music, ads, images and the works. I want to expand more… Have more data on western series (Lost, 24, Dexter, Mad Men etc etc… God why does this list go on and on?) I am also on the lookout for great NGC (National geographic) images. World cinema haunts me. Coz there’s nothing better than watching such finely crafted movies…

But I have an issue. While I understand technology, the minimal space it encapsulates, the speed it delivers and the unsurpassed quality that it promises… It has it’s own share of problems…

I usually sit on a weekend night with my drive attached to my laptop and keep searching for my fave company be it a good thriller, horror, drama or some wonderful world cinema… what it does is that it takes time for me to get used to the storyline and hence I end up watching, skipping, searching, watching, skipping… the movies all over again! I keep doing this and by that time I realize I am already two hours ahead of time and there’s very little time left for me for watch anything of my choice…

Technology has really spoilt myself with choices like these. The collection keeps multiplying every week and I end up buying yet another external hard drive six months later to accommodate the ever increasing titles. Just as it has increased my film viewing habits since now I have a wide collection to choose from, it has also increased my confusion and I am yet to figure out a way out of this madness.

I was very happy during the early days… I was happy with my VCR and magnetic tapes (cassettes) collection. Atleast I stopped buying stuff when the shelf was overflowing… I also used to see/ hear almost all of the them over and over again. They all were well utilized. There were no issues of data being stored somewhere and me searching them till eternity!

During my times in Middleast when I was just starting to earn better than before, I used to buy a CD almost everyday! Yeah, everyday! It was like coffee for me. Like brushing my teeth in the morning. Like having a bath… that normal. Something that I used to do everyday. This almost continued unstopped for almost a year and a half. By the time I saw my shelf raining with CDs I shifted gears to iPOD. iPOD helped me to consolidate all my songs into a digital format and lo! My music collection alone ran into some 30,000 songs… that ran into some 28 days non-stop music (On iTunes if you add songs more than 10K it will display the total running time of these songs in hours and days!) I had all the collection in the world but would always listen to an RD or may be ARR or maybe REM and maximum a Coldplay or Dire Straits…

Digital collections surely helped us get all that we want.
But do we need this?
Do we really have the time for all this?

It’s a good ego massage to say I have this and that… and for all we know, it will just lie in some corner of your shelf that doesn’t even exist. And when it does, you are again generations ahead with some new technology that you don’t really need but want so desperately!

Sometimes you are stacked up so much that you don’t feel hungry.

I guess our digital dilemmas are something like that.


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The unanswered question!!!!

Dear All

I read the following article in the morning and it has left me something to think about. This has been nagging my mind throughout the day and I feel like sharing the same with you all!!!!

No doubt that people need meanings to everything and for that they need to ask questions. Each person is questioned by life; and he/she can only answer to life by answering for his/her own life.

For that he/she is to live as others’ answer or experiences may not be as meaningful as you may be expecting.
There is great meaning in life for those who are willing to journey rather than those who stand or sit looking for it.
Meaning is not what you start with, but what you look for during the journey and end up with. Meanings are not determined by situations, but we determine ourselves by the meanings we give to situations.

Ultimately, one should not ask what the meaning of his/her life is, but rather he/she must recognize that it is he/she who is asked.

Most of the time life is half or almost spent/gone away before we realize what it is and by that time it is too late to live fully the gone moments.

As long as one keeps searching on the journey, the answers will come. Never ever forget/stop living in quest for the meaning of life or because of some unresolved questions in your mind. In the book of life, the answers aren’t in the back. You are to go through the book. You’ll have to take the journey. You will have to live and find yourself. It is the story/journey that matters not just the ending.

Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves.

Do not seek the answers, which cannot be given to you now because you will not be able to live them.

And the point is to live everything.

Live the questions now.

Perhaps, then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.

- Rainer Maria Rilke

Regards

Sudharshan

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JLG

I think that’s ok.
It’s fine. It’s really ok.
Don’t bother much.

How many times you would have told this to yourself. You want everything to go well. You did all that you could. Perfecting everything to the last detail.

And snap!

It all just changed in an instant. As if it was destined to go wrong. We take the best possible steps and measures and it all just tumbles down one day only to find that no amount of better planning would save you for a rainy day.

But you know what?

JLG! Just let go!

That’s my new mantra. Don’t worry. Things will just go fine.
You can’t change the past. You can’t predict the future. Just enjoy the present while working for your future.

We tend to miss so many good things in life during these hard times. I know it’s not easy but would worrying give you anything in return? Except for a sad health and some extra tears!

The best thing would be to focus on the negatives and turn those things into positive ideas.

Find solace in whatever makes you happy. Brings a smile on to your face. Makes you feel better.

Seriously, nothing is better than making your day worthwhile and to the people around you.

Things will eventually just turn out to be fine. You cannot control these things. Maybe it was destined to happen so don’t just bother. You had the best times in your life. These downturns are just reality checks so that you do not repeat mistakes you did in the future.

Network a lot. Get connected to old buddies. Say hi to your old bosses. Spring them a surprise. Enjoy every moment with your wife and kids. Visit temples. Go to parks. Play your kids age. Stop worrying. Enjoy living. And Just let go!

JLG

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You have to move on…

Another death in the family…
The very sentence leaves you dry, as if something is being taken out of your body. Even worse if it’s the person you were the closest. I mean a mom, dad, grand parents, anyone you can’t live without!

I saw in one of my friend’s status messages on a chat window “Mom passed away” and that kind of threw me back. Not because of the what was mentioned, but I could actually see swollen eyes, an eeire house, lots of people in the house, lots of messages, phone calls, weeping, whining, lending shoulders to cry on… and everything otherwise in that order!

God! Its one of those moments we wouldn’t wanna be in anyone’s shoes.
We even pray that this should not happen to even our worst enemies.

But death does come knocking at our door.

And inspite of closing the door on its face, it apparently finds its own way. None we can do!

I tried it almost three times to the people I loved the most My mom, my dad and my grandpa… but then do you get a choice?

Death is nasty. It sucks. It’s heartless. It’s black. It only brings emptiness.
None we love and all we can hate!

I don’t want that to happen ever again… Can I have this wish?

I guess I can’t. Mortal souls do perish some day. How far can we push the limits? And how long?

I don’t think there’s anything that we can do to postpone it. I mean when it happens it has to happen. It will happen.

But then with death comes a new life.
A life ahead full of memories of the past.
Things you did together.
Things that mattered.
Things that made lots of sense and lots of nonsense too!

For you to enjoy these memories…
Don’t you think you need to take a step today to bring that happiness and peace within you and to the people around you?

Take that step today. With yourself. With people around you.

This life is too good. Don’t pray for a better one. Make it a better one.

I challenge you… You will not only have the best memories… You actually move on!


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Well… it just happens!

What happens when…

You have everything and that something is missing?

When love is all around and still you yearn for more?

When your house is full but still feels empty?

God has blessed you with all the life’s happiness but still you need his blessings?

Even with all the materialistic fulfillments, just that inner peace is not yet quenched?

You laugh and smile a lot but still need those tears of happiness?

You have a kid and then a little angel comes into your life?

It’s just God’s way of saying that… you are complete in all aspects!

When a little girl comes into your life, she brings with her lots of happiness, peace, prosperity, luck, goodwill, loads of smiles and a great many cheer!

Happy Daughter’s week!


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