This is my first attempt at story telling. The plot is based on an original idea by my wife to which I have added my version. The title was contributed by brother SK for which I am grateful to him. I hope you like it.
00:00 am, Jaago FM studios
“Hi this is Pooja signing off for tonight. Once again wishing all my listeners a very happy 2011. I will see you again after two weeks as I am going on a short trip and a much needed break. And please remember to call Jaago FM and your very own favorite show Pooja’s helpline. And while I take this short break, please leave your name and number at 1-800-HELP and we will contact you immediately. Be kind, be good and stay positive. Ciao”
And that was how her 2010 show ended in a grand manner. She had finally managed to rope in several sponsors for her famous show. A number unmatched by any rivals amongst other radio stations. Pooja is a young and beautiful girl in her mid twenties, average height, wheatish complexion and a never say no attitude. An absolute go getter. Rumor has it that when Pooja finished her graduation in Psychology and with a flair for words and confidence she easily made it to the top two finalists on Jaago FM where thousands of wannabe RJ’s were competing against each other. It’s been almost three years since she has been hosting this show and today she completes her third season and will be on a much needed break. A time for herself all alone with her sister in Singapore. After her sister’s flamboyant wedding she had become much lonely and that’s when the auditions to this station came and that changed her life completely. In between those commercial breaks, she SMS’es Palak in US about her day’s proceedings!
03:00am, on the way home
“Today the moon looks much brighter” she thought as she drives past Chowpatty beach. Pooja was quite used to this life. Considering most calls comes at night, Pooja was quite acquainted to these timings. The year end definitely has its highs and today was exactly the day she had been longing for. A much needed break and a huge promotion once she’s back.
While it was quite a roller coaster day for her…. It was the daily routine for her mom. A retired teacher, single mother working against all odds to raise her two daughters. While she was successful in marrying Palak off in Singapore with some initial resentment towards her love marriage, Pooja was a tough nut to crack. Somehow, Pooja never had any dreams of getting married. To her, work and career was everything.
Today was no different. Like any other day her mom was lying in the couch, the door keys next to her headrest and then the doorbell rang. Tired and half sleepy, she opened the door after two rings. Pooja rushed in, unable to tell her that she already finished her dinner with the staff, with added Jin to the menu, changed quickly into her pink Pyjamas and that usual loose fitting white T-shirt gobbled a few mouthful. In between telling her mom how her day passed.
Beep… beep “Hey Pooj… how wuz ur day? Ciao Palak”
“Twas ok pal. Me sleepyhead”
It’s 4:30 am and Pooja is into her deep sleep.
Morning 10:00 am
“Pooja wake up beta. You have a flight to catch at 02:00 pm. It will be quite a rush by the time you reach the airport” urged her mom. Half sleep, she managed to finish her coffee and like all other days she gets a quick ten minute additional sleep
At the airport, 01:15 pm
“Ticket please” queried the young lady at the Singapore Airlines counter.
“Any check-in baggage?”
“All passengers are requested to proceed to gate no 12 for boarding in the next ten minues”
Suddenly Pooja’s cell starts ringing. “Mr. Shah! Why is he calling me at this time? I hope I am not in for any last minute surprises”
“Pooja, I want you to head back to the office urgently. We have an emergency”
“But Mr. Shah, I have already checked in and the flight is about to leave in the next 25 minutes”
“Cancel the ticket. It’s on the company. We’ll bear the expenses. You just leave for office now”
“But Mr. Shah……” Snap goes his phone and there’s a long and studied silence.
Mr. Shah always has things his way. He is as much a task master as much he takes great care of his employees.
Pooja had to agree… Maybe the situation was worse than she imagined.
“Pal… emergency situation… hav2 rush bak 2 office. Wll call u l8r. Hav cnclld my flight. Luv Pooj”
2:25 pm, Jaago FM studios
Mr. Shah was seated in his plush office which was unlike any radio station office. A sign that he was doing extremely well with their innovative programs compared to any of their rivals. A big sigh of relief appeared on Mr. Shah’s face as he sees Pooja storm his room. It was the look Pooja had never seen in her three years at Jaago FM.
“Pooja, come sit. I am ordering café Americano, what shall I get for you hot or something cold?”
“Mr. Shah, nothing actually. I am too anxious to know why you called? You never did it in my three years and I am wondering what made you do that today?”
“Pooja, we have a situation. Listen to this”
And he switched on the telephone message button. In a faint and distant sound they heard her voice.
“Hello… Hello, can you hear me? My name is Shital. Shital Kumar. I am staying in Andheri. I have a problem. Can you help me please? I am sad. Very very sad. I need a solution. I need to talk to Pooja. I know she’s on vacation, but she has to help me out. Please tell her to come to the program for tomorrow. If not I will jump from the bridge under the train. I am sure Pooja will be able to help me and I really need her to listen to me. Please… please tell her this…” and the line goes off leaving long noise at the end of it as if Shital wanted to tell more.
“Pooja, you have to manage this well today please. If we ignore this, this might backfire on us very badly and our shareholders will lose interest in this station which I have built with great pride. You are my saving grace. Please be back in the studio at 11:30pm tonight. Call me and we will go through the details one more time before you get the caller on the line. Ok? You may go home now”
“OK. Mr. Shah. Do I have a choice?” shrugged Pooja as she tried to close the door behind her.
“This one is on me Pooja. Nail it and go for a month”
Those words were comforting enough for Pooja and a month is what she had initially planned but knowing the popularity of her show, she couldn’ afford that. And she was aware what it means to work in Jaago FM and have a boss like Mr. Shah. But coming from the boss himself was like the best thing she could possibly ask.
It’s only Pooja’s confidence that she has come such a long way. So many industry awards she has won over the years. At one time, she was one of the most searched names on Google India pages. “Another show today and I can then go on trip peacefully” she thought as she had her steaming masala chai famously made by her mom.
“Pal, Miss u guys. Had 2 cncl my trip. Goin back 2 studio @ 00:00 as usual. Sum strange call xpctd. Don’t wory. Aall iz well J” Message sent comes a beep with the balance of Airtel message
“Oh Pal, btw, if all goes well, mite come ovr 4 a month. Pray 4 me yaar… Pooj”
11:15pm, Inside Jaago FM Studios
Today Pooja came earlier than usual. Coz’ she has a prize money. The one month break that she oh-so deserved.
“Ok, guys we will go live in the next 5 minutes, please take your seats and positions before the calls become live” declared the producer. “And Pooja like always, please be in your elements”
“Thank you Suraj. You tell this to me everyday and I become better with each call “Flirted Pooja.
“Ok, ok, 10, 9, 8, 7,….2,1 and we go live”
“Hello and welcome to Pooja’s helpline at Jaago FM. Today is 1st Jan’ 2011 and it is only getting better. I had a wonderful day today. I started my day with a sleep which I think is okay but I had great dreams which I think is wonderful. I want you to stay positive and make your life worthwhile and with that note , here is our first caller for tonight”
“Yes, this is your friend Pooja, may I know who is on the other end?”
“I’m, I’mmmmmm… errrr….beeeeeeeeeeeeep”
“Guys what’s this?” signaled Pooja
“I think there is some problem in the lines, let’s hear Saali re from No one Killed Jessica while we wait for the call”
“Okay. We are back and I think there is a call waiting”
“Yes, this is your friend Pooja, may I know who is on the other end?”
“I’m, I’mmmmmm… errrr….beeeeeeeeeeeeep” once again
And then goes Sheela ki Jawani song….
It’s almost 12:30 am and calls have been usually blurred with no sign of Shital and finally she does make her call.
“I’m, Shital. Shital Kumar. I am afraid to talk”
“No, Don’t worry. We can get as candid as possible. If you don’t want to divulge any info you may call us on the private line where we will attend to your call and address them live on the show”
“No Pooja. I think I am fine now. I need to talk to you now” pat came the reply
“Go on Shital” comforted Pooja
“Ok. I am all ears”
“Pooja. I have decided to commit suicide. I am very unhappy with my life. I met Sunderji three years ago while on a trip to Goa. Initially we had maintained all our distances. It was more like normal friendship where we exchanged numbers and email ids. He was this gentleman any girl would be comfortable with even in a lot island. He never tried his charms on me. He was a natural. He had the words. We shared the same tastes in term of topics, dressing, food we ate, movies we watched and including music. All was going great. For the next one year, we remained in touch only through calls and email exchanges. Next year onwards, my loneliness caught up on me and I called him to the same place in Goa where we shared adjacent rooms. But this time, I booked the rooms at Cidade De Goa in room no 512 and had done all arrangements. It was a romantic getaway for both of us. More like a Honeymoon of sorts. While I was a widow, he was already married and I knew this right from our first meeting. He never cheated on me. He had everything. A successful business. A great and loving family but he was an unhappy person until I met him”
“Wow!” said Pooja. “Sunderji must be one gentleman I must say. So what happened then”
“It gives me great pain to tell you today that Sunderji is no more. He passed away with a massive heart attack while at home with his kids and I got the news today. Although I am from a well to do family, he ensured that I had a stable income in terms of some investments he did in my name. I am very lonely now and have no purpose in living my life further. How desperate I wanted to have a kid with Sunderji but somehow that never worked. Maybe there is some problem with me”
“No, no, no Shital. You are all fine. Please hang on! This is not the end of the line. There is more to life than putting an end to it. I will be here until I am confident that you are fine so please can you promise to call me back tomorrow?”
“Ok Pooja. I feel lighter now. I’ll call you tomorrow”
“Break” signaled Suraj
“This program is sponsored by LIC… secure your life ever after”
“Ok guys. We are on for the next two more day till I crack on Shital” And they all cheered Pooja
It was already 1:15 am and after three more calls, Pooja sips in her hot coffee and they go live again.
“Yes, this is your friend Pooja, may I know who is on the other end?”
“I’m, Seema. Seema Mehta”
“Hi Seema. How are you? Where are you calling from?
“I am calling from Santacruz”
“Go on Seema” comforted Pooja to the next caller
“Ok. I am all ears”
“Pooja. I have decided to end my life. I am very sad and lonely. I met this guy two years ago while on a flight en route to Delhi. We both were sitting next to each other on the business class. The flight got delayed and we were stuck in Bangalore airport. The stop over costed us a great deal of happiness which I didn’t expect would change my life into a one hundred and eighty degree spin. I was then working as a marketing head with an FMCG company and he was in the IT field. I think that was the only point of differentiation in both of our lives. Initially we had maintained all our distances. It was a very normal friendship where we exchanged our business cards. He was a thorough gentleman. Very handsome and very well mannered. We shared the same tastes in term of our interests in books, brands, restaurants, movies and music. For the next few months, we remained in touch only through calls and email exchanges. My divorce proceedings made me even lonelier and I called him to the same place in Bangalore where we were put up in adjacent rooms at Hilton. But this time, I booked the rooms at Hilton in room no 305 and had done all arrangements. It was very romantic. I almost forgot that I am going through a rough divorce. He was already married and I knew this right from our first talk and he never cheated on me. He was an unhappy person. Shankar died in an accident about a month ago and the news was shocking to me. We had a whirlwind romance and it all went into thin air now. After a bitter marriage and the death of Shankar, I have nothing left in this life and I want to end it”
“Seema. You seem to be a highly qualified lady. How can you talk like this? I know you are saddened by the sudden death of Mr. Shankar but he will not come back. I suggest, you take this number and arrange for an appointment with this spiritual guru” and as she scouted the number from her diary Seema interrupted…
“Pooja. You don’t understand. Shankar is not alive anymore. I can’t disclose this to my folks or his side. I am actually in the middle of nowhere. What can I do? You must help me”
“Seema, I understand what you are trying to tell me but, you have to come out of this grief. I know it’s not easy but you have to bring yourself to control… Please calm down, look at all the good times you guys had and try to delve into something which will distract your attention away from this one.”
And as Pooja was about comfort Seema more…A gunshot was heard on the other line and there was panic written all over Pooja’s face. The whole studio remained silent for a moment and then there were calls, messages, faxes, emails coming from all over the place. The station was operating with full staff by 2:15 am early in the morning. A situation never happened in the entire span since Jaago FM’s inception.
Pooja is in a state of panic. She has never seen, witnessed or even remotely heard about anything like this and today she is the center of all this. She tries to compose herself and regain her lost mind at the situation.
Like a flash the entire events come spinning onto her mind as she tries to put the pieces together. She distinctly remembers her discussion with Seema and what led her to pull the trigger.
“Shital-Seema, Widow-Divorce, Goa-Bangalore, 512-305, 1 year-few months, Heart attack-accident”
“Wait, wait, is there any connection between both?” A rush of blood goes to her head. So many things said on the same day. Two women, two men, different people but somehow such similar situations? “Am I dreaming or is this all real”
Then her phone starts ringing….Pal didi calling….. Pooja leaves it on missed call for the next 4-5 times something which she has never done to her didi. She chucks the phone inside her bag hoping to call Pal didi later. Right now she is more interested in putting the pieces together. Her career is at stake. She has to clear the air before it snowballs into much bigger problems.
She can only think of calling Shital now to clarify things and see if she can get any leads.
The phone rings. “Thank God shital’s phone is not off” she thinks
“Hello, may I know who’s calling” replies Shital on the other end
“Hi, Shital. This is Pooja from Jaago FM”
“Oh Hi Pooja. Didn’t know you’d call me this soon and at this time”
“No Shital actually, I am pushed into a certain problem”
“Oh ya, I heard the gunshot on your show what happened?” Shital interrogated.
“I don’t know Shital, before I could say anything this lady just pulled the trigger. I don’t know what to do. And that’s why I need your help”
“Who? Me? How? Why? I mean what’s the connection?” as if Shital was almost caught in a conspiracy.
“No, no… I am not calling you under anyone’s pressure. I just need to know more about your Sunderji.”
“Oh. Ok. Why not? What do you want to know”
“Everything. How he looks? Where he is from? His relatives. All you know and can say now?”
“Well with Sundarji although I spent a lot of time, away from our homes, I sensed that he loved his family dearly. He was born and brought up in Gujarat but he was settled somewhere in the far east. I was never interested where he was coming and going. But when I wanted him, he was there so it was never an issue. His wife’s shared her name as yours and that’s why I was hesitant to speak today. Somehow I thought it might be you no matter how weird it sounds which I know is not the case. His wife could never have a kid and so he was quite unhappy. He was very close to his sister-in law I reckon but he never used to talk about her that much.”
“How does he look like” Pooja asked almost instantly.
“Well. He’s 5 ft and 11 inches, has a mark on his shoulder. A Chain smoker. Loves to drink tea after each smoke and mainly after food. His brother is based in Florida and has had some very bad marriages. He was married some three to four times. He was always a happy and cheerful person with an amazing sense of humor. But there was this time when I asked him very casually about his brother and as if a ghost entered his body, he almost came in a fit of rage raising his hand up in the air. That was the only time I saw him lose his temper. I tried to know more about his brother but somehow didn’t have the courage to face his temper. I can still remember the evil look he gave when I first mentioned to him. It’s still so fresh in my mind”
“Thanks Shital. You wait for my call tomorrow. I’ll get in touch with you. Thanks once again”
Pooja’s phone starts ringing again….Pal didi calling….. The phone is on silent mode and this time the missed call has reached ten times. Pooja never missed a call from Palak but today things were just going out of her control.
Pooja starts speculating… “should I call? Should I send an SMS? What would didi think? Need to ask her some basic questions about Jiju… What should I do?”
02:15 am, Jaago FM studios
“Gosh! The show has already gone beyond 15 minutes… and it’s very late at this hour. Maybe I am thinking too much”
Pooja retrieved her mobile from her bag and checks for missed calls and messages. “Gosh! Eleven missed calls from Pal didi?”
And as she tries to call her back, there is an emergency call on the line for the show. The caller insists to call Pooja on the line. Pooja is flummoxed.
“Who is it now?”
“What new should I expect now?”
Pooja goes live now. Regains her composure and ready to face whatever comes her way.
With a very heavy sigh and a enacting full positivity to her voice she says
“Yes, this is your friend Pooja, may I know who is on the other end?”
“Hello, can you hear me?”
The caller speaks very softly and slowly as if whispering…
“Hi Pooj, I want to end my life”
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