The Koru, a Maori Symbol for New Life, Growth, Strength and Peace
There’s an old adage “When the going gets tough, the tough gets going”
We sometimes lead a life which is not what we really need but often are tempted to go with the flow of it. Sometimes things come easily and you tend to accept them as what they are. You don’t really care what made you get them.
What if you had done things any differently?
What if I tried to play around my life a bit?
What change would you have got around you, had you take a slight deviation in your thoughts or actions?
I have so many issues with what I had in the past. How come I didn’t bring any change in my life?
How come I accepted boredom as my soulmate?
Yes the monies are great but is that the only thing I am striving for? Can I strike a balance between happiness and prosperity?
I am not talking about resolutions here. I am talking about real life situations.
I mean what was I doing in the first place?
While at office
As an NRI, I have been mostly in the Mideastern shores. I have seen the same boring space. All are away from their homeland and miss being home. We all want to go back but rarely take any step towards it. The same constant bickering. Same work. No change. Same boring clients. Same problems. Same stereotypes in office and with clients. Same lunch breaks. And that yearly holidays where there was a constant run for sorting issues be it monetary or personal. And once the vacation was over fly back across the sea and reach your boring rented apartments. And then back to office.
While at home
Well. Same stuff. This doesn’t change much really. Whether you are based anywhere. So while it is not really boring… I don’t know what I’d like? Seriously, the chaos, the madness that you have at home is actually a part of you. It’s what makes your life interesting since you chose to get involved in that. I’d do nothing to change it any bit.
I don’t think I can accept any such boring and stereotypical jobs.
I want a change. Something that will change my life forever.
It may take a while for me to settle down in that new avatar but hey, that’s ok. Atleast I’ll not be under any dimwit who knows no shit about what he/ she’s talking but trying to get me to their sides by forcing me on various issues. I want to be away from that.
I want the best. I want to be the best. I will not compromise. I don’t give a damn what it is. I don’t care for a rat’s ass where it would lead me to.
I want to start something new.
I want to start right from scratch.
I want to start from a new place.
I need a change.
I am off with boredom and boring bosses.
I want my work to speak for itself. I don’t really know what this is leading me into. But I want to try it. Not for me but for my family and the people around me.
Coz’ tomorrow when I look back, I’d be happy that I took a different road.
I don’t belong to the herd. I want to be heard.
I need a new lease of life.
I want a new beginning
And it is Right here. Right now!
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