New beginnings

The Koru, a Maori Symbol for New Life, Growth, Strength and Peace

There’s an old adage “When the going gets tough, the tough gets going”

We sometimes lead a life which is not what we really need but often are tempted to go with the flow of it. Sometimes things come easily and you tend to accept them as what they are. You don’t really care what made you get them.

What if you had done things any differently?
What if I tried to play around my life a bit?
What change would you have got around you, had you take a slight deviation in your thoughts or actions?

I have so many issues with what I had in the past. How come I didn’t bring any change in my life?
How come I accepted boredom as my soulmate?

Yes the monies are great but is that the only thing I am striving for? Can I strike a balance between happiness and prosperity?

I am not talking about resolutions here. I am talking about real life situations.
I mean what was I doing in the first place?

While at office
As an NRI, I have been mostly in the Mideastern shores. I have seen the same boring space. All are away from their homeland and miss being home. We all want to go back but rarely take any step towards it. The same constant bickering. Same work. No change. Same boring clients. Same problems. Same stereotypes in office and with clients. Same lunch breaks. And that yearly holidays where there was a constant run for sorting issues be it monetary or personal. And once the vacation was over fly back across the sea and reach your boring rented apartments. And then back to office.

While at home
Well. Same stuff. This doesn’t change much really. Whether you are based anywhere. So while it is not really boring… I don’t know what I’d like? Seriously, the chaos, the madness that you have at home is actually a part of you. It’s what makes your life interesting since you chose to get involved in that. I’d do nothing to change it any bit.

I don’t think I can accept any such boring and stereotypical jobs.
I want a change. Something that will change my life forever.

It may take a while for me to settle down in that new avatar but hey, that’s ok. Atleast I’ll not be under any dimwit who knows no shit about what he/ she’s talking but trying to get me to their sides by forcing me on various issues. I want to be away from that.

I want the best. I want to be the best. I will not compromise. I don’t give a damn what it is. I don’t care for a rat’s ass where it would lead me to.

I want to start something new.
I want to start right from scratch.
I want to start from a new place.
I need a change.
I am off with boredom and boring bosses.

I want my work to speak for itself. I don’t really know what this is leading me into. But I want to try it. Not for me but for my family and the people around me.

Coz’ tomorrow when I look back, I’d be happy that I took a different road.
I don’t belong to the herd. I want to be heard.

I need a new lease of life.

I want a new beginning

And it is Right here. Right now!

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Along came an angel

It’s just a year.

Actually, it was just a moment when we held her first in our hands.
And that moment is still fresh on our minds. As if it happened yesterday.

And that seems to be a year back now.

As we are nearing Feb’11 only then do we realize that it was almost a year ago when Shriya with her little frame came into our lives.

I can’t believe that we have gone a year ahead. Or rather a year flew by this fast…

I am already getting way too excited about what the future would entail.

She’s too small!

Well, kids do grow up so fast you can’t even imagine.

It’s absolutely amazing to keep a check on their milestones!
First the head up, then the interaction with her big bro’ AUM and then the way she turned around, then the crawl, the stand, the walk, the runs and all the panic buttons she keeps pressing…
While it gives so much jitterbugs, it gives immense joy and pleasure to see them grow and how!

And then there’s their teen issues and what not, their needs, their desires et all. Phew! That would be a whole new ball game altogether!

By the time I’d try to forget that my daughter is such a small little girl, she would have already blossomed into a beautiful woman.

Dear God, thanks for all the happiness and joy you have given us in the form of kids. We really couldn’t ask for more.

As we near her first birthday our excitement and anticipation just grows in abundance.

And all I can think of is “Have I been a better parent today than yesterday?”

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Well… it just happens!

What happens when…

You have everything and that something is missing?

When love is all around and still you yearn for more?

When your house is full but still feels empty?

God has blessed you with all the life’s happiness but still you need his blessings?

Even with all the materialistic fulfillments, just that inner peace is not yet quenched?

You laugh and smile a lot but still need those tears of happiness?

You have a kid and then a little angel comes into your life?

It’s just God’s way of saying that… you are complete in all aspects!

When a little girl comes into your life, she brings with her lots of happiness, peace, prosperity, luck, goodwill, loads of smiles and a great many cheer!

Happy Daughter’s week!


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Before you kick that bucket…

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare?
No time to stand beneath the boughs,
And stare as long as sheep and cows:

and so on it goes…

A poem written by W.H Davies

I vividly remember having learnt this poem while I was in my 4th grade.
My English teacher made me read this poem over and over again to the point that I really hated the poet for having created such a complicated poem which I was supposed to by heart and recite in front of the whole class. I really used to hate those recitations in class in front of all my peers… All they used to do is find faults and correct us on our diction!
I found it utterly boring and ever so complicated.. it was then.

I am glad today that I am writing this post since I do have that time to stand, stare and ponder over those good ‘ol days where we had so much time to stand and stare, yet we were constantly told by our elders to do things that they liked and not what we wanted to do.

This post is about reminding you what you are, what you wanna be and what you wanna do with your life.
Take time to see where you really wanna be let’s say five years down the line.

You may be a professional, a student, a housewife any one for that matter! Each and every person should have a plan chartered out for himself.
As I am writing this I still don’t and I really wish I could actually know where I will be few years down the line.
Hence, I am writing this post. Maybe if not me atleast I could reach out to my readers who will get that spark and plan their lives well.

How much do we really need to earn?
How much do we need to spend?
How much money do we need?
Do we need to live only for others? Or ourselves?
Can we chart our own course in life?
Should we imbibe the same thoughts to our kids? Or give them enough space so that they can do all that we couldn’t?
So many questions come to my mind.

Whatever is in store can’t we accept that and live the life that we wanna live? I have had friends, acquaintances, colleagues who did what they were told while they wanted to be something, someone else.
I have actually met very few people in my life who did what they wanted to do and stood by their ideologies. This post is a way to salute them for what they have done with their lives. Realized their dreams.

I always wanted to take up architecture as my career. Build structures that are a reflection of what I am. Maybe that’s too much to even dream but hey why not?
Why have dreams that are smaller?
Why not dream bigger?

You know in the rush of things we tend to miss so many things in life.
While we are happy and focused we can grab a lot of things on the way.

It’s like taking a good hike and also enjoying some time in the wilderness!
Now imagine you are on a highway you never wanted, waiting desperately for a bus you never wanted to catch, but have you got a choice?
Someone has told you to take that road and catch that bus. Even worse, imagine what you missed while staying in the hot sun, drenched in sweat and cursing your fate!

I really wish at this stage of my life that I should do all those things that I ever wished.
Go on a long hike, run away for a few days with my wife to some place where we don’t know any one, get married with my wife all over again, do some social work, go on a spiritual journey, go to a rock concert and get fully drunk…a tattoo maybe! and many, many things….

It’s just one life that we have got.

And before we kick that bucket… shouldn’t we live life to its fullest?

Well, what’s your bucket list?


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